I was inspired by Catherine over at Life Collection to do this post about things I'm afraid to tell you.
I have always had self esteem issues. I think I'm dealing with them better now as I get older, but I've never really been happy with myself. It seems I always could have done something better or if I don't do this I'm going to fail at life. I always seem to be worrying about something and it's really hard for me to just chill out.
I'm not healthy, nor have I ever really been healthy. I would love to have the motivation to exercise and eat right everyday, because it shouldn't be that hard. But I really think that I'm just lazy. Do I want to feel good and live longer? Yes. So why am I even giving myself a choice about it? I'll try to work on it.
Most of my friends don't know that I blog. I guess I haven't really come out of the "blogging closet" so to say. I guess I just want my Etsy shop to be up and running when I finally tell everybody, but I'm also a bit insecure about people I know in real life seeing my blog. I'm not really sure why, because I'm being 100% real on my blog, but I guess I'm a bit more open on here than I am in real life.
I'm not healthy, nor have I ever really been healthy. I would love to have the motivation to exercise and eat right everyday, because it shouldn't be that hard. But I really think that I'm just lazy. Do I want to feel good and live longer? Yes. So why am I even giving myself a choice about it? I'll try to work on it.
Most of my friends don't know that I blog. I guess I haven't really come out of the "blogging closet" so to say. I guess I just want my Etsy shop to be up and running when I finally tell everybody, but I'm also a bit insecure about people I know in real life seeing my blog. I'm not really sure why, because I'm being 100% real on my blog, but I guess I'm a bit more open on here than I am in real life.
So glad you shared these things, it isn't easy to open up sometimes. I can totally relate to you on the self-esteem and health things.
ReplyDeleteIts weird how it can be hard to share your blog with people. I share my posts on Facebook but for a long time rarely talked in person to anyone I knew about it, it was like a half-secret.
I think you are brave for sharing,
xx, C